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Fall
04:38
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Please don’t look into my eyes,
I’m afraid
I’m afraid, I’ll serenade you a lie
It’s not easy to give up the familiar,
But it’s harder
to try and stay and fight…
With your eyes closed,
and my heart open I say…
That I want to fall for you
I want to fall for you
I want to fall and die in your arms
I didn’t mean to hurt you
but I had to
Because something that was in me wasn’t ready
And it’s dangerous,
when you trust someone
You’re in danger of losing yourself
But with your eyes closed,
and my heart open I say…
That I want to fall for you
I want to fall for you
I want to fall and die in your arms
I’m falling, leaving my world behind
I’m falling, leaving my world behind
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2. |
First Time Nothing
03:35
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I can’t forget that day
When you took away that part of me
Is there nothing left to save
For a life that was so free
But it’s too late now
Sun’s going down
You threw it all away
And forgot about the pain
That you left me
Never goes a day
I don’t wish it all away
Don’t make me cry
Just tell me why
First time nothing
First time nothing
First time nothing
I wish that I could say
I’ll make it all go away
But could you love me anyway
And tell me that you’ll always stay
Or is it too late now?
Sun’s going down, down, down
You threw it all away
And forgot about the pain
That you left me
Never goes a day
I don’t wish it all away
Don’t make me cry
Just tell me why
Is there anything left here for me?
Open my eyes to see
The “some kind of wonderful”
Something to hold on to
Something so beautiful
Something more.
Than a first time nothing
First time nothing
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3. |
Swept Away
02:52
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Morning rips away the dreams
Of the night
Hope has faded into dark
And distant light
Anger turns to pain
Indifference wants to die…
Innocence is swept away
Can’t exchange the things we say
There’s nowhere to run
No place to hide away
where you will be okay
I told you never wake me
Until its light
I said you’d never take me
Until it’s right
Dreams are fading,
I am waking to find life…
Innocence is swept away
Can’t exchange the things we say
There’s no where to run
No place to hide away
But you will be okay
Is there something I can say?
Before all this slips away
There’s not time to hold on to it all
Let me go, lift me up
Then catch me when I fall
Innocence is swept away
Cannot change the games we play.
There’s no way to win
But in some small strange way
I’ll be okay
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4. |
In This Madness
03:06
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The sky is falling
So you’d better run like the wind
Cause the night is coming
And it's come to tuck you in
The moon is high and you feel like flying
But you soul is crying
‘Cause your spirit’s dying
But in this madness there's this dream
Of something calling out to me
I will beg to be free
How much does it cost to be free?
The world is shrinking
The machine is thinking
Information’s sewer
Keeps on stinking
The sun is black
And the stars are falling
But still inside
Something deeper calling
And in this madness, there's this dream
Of something calling out to me
I will beg to be free.
How much does it cost to be free?
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5. |
You Never Call
03:28
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Animosity
Awkward silence speaks the language
Of our vacant eyes
Impatient anger
Waits to kill it’s beloved
While the familiar in its comfort lies
But you’ll never call
You never come to me
You don’t believe in me like you used to
Some other soul is the one you seek
Is the one who get be there for you
Curiosity
Paranoia reigns and roars
Spilling out from my every pore
Jealousy
Smiles and holds my heart out
Black for all the world to see
That you never call
You never come to me
You don’t believe in me like you used to
Some other soul is the one you seek
Is the one who get be there for you
You never call
You never come to me
You don’t believe in me like you used to
Some other soul is the one you seek
Is the one who get be there for you
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6. |
Saving Grace
04:28
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It’s in the silence; it’s in your eyes
I know that look, but I can’t disguise
Love is crumbling
In the distance between us
It’s in the things I say and do
It’s in the way that I look at you
Love is crumbling
In the distance between us
Mountains of indifference between us
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep ‘cuz I’m dreaming
Of you and that feeling
I can’t replace
Where’s my saving grace?
I’ll stay the night to try and make it right
I’ll even cry, ‘cuz I’ve gotta fight
All the crumbling; there’s a distance between us
Can the truth outlive the lies
That these circumstances can’t deny?
Love is crumbling in the distance between us.
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep without dreaming
Without you I’m filling
An empty space
Where’s my saving grace?
Can time replace
The memory of your face?
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep
I can’t fall asleep ‘cuz I’m dreaming
Of you and that feeling
Please point my way
To my saving grace
You were my saving grace
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7. |
Weather
03:38
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Like the wind blows through the trees
You’re love comes over me
Wishing to find that love so kind
One that is worn, one that is torn
One that can make it all through the storm
Through all the different seasons
Through all the different reasons
Your love for me is leaving
But I’m weathering it through the storm
Yes I’ll weather it through the storm
There’s a road, no one ever showed you
There’s a place that nobody ever told you
That’s a lost race in a battlefield of your demons.
but there’s hope blowing in through these different seasons
Through all the different seasons
Through all the different reasons
Your love for me is leaving
But I’m weathering it through the storm
Yes I’ll weather it through the storm
And who can know you?
Who can feel you?
On and on it blows
Yes, on and on it blows.
Never ever could i ask you why
Never ever could i say goodbye
Listen to breeze and the willows whine
Take you in my arms and make you mine
Never ever could i ask you why
Never ever could i say goodbye
Listen to breeze and the willows whine
Through all the different seasons
Through all the different reasons
Your love for me is leaving
But I’m weathering it through the storm
Yes I’ll weather it through the storm
I’ll weather it through
I’ll weather it through
I’ll weather it through the storm
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8. |
Tear You Down
03:35
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I can’t get away from you,
Wanna tie you down,
make you wiggle out
I can’t get enough of you
Wanna tear you down,
Erase the sound
You keep drowning hounding me
You are never full; insatiable
Don’t wanna be wrong with you
Wanna be one with you
Can’t belong to you,
I wanna mean something to you
Don’t it mean something to you?
You play my mind, waste my time;
Win or lose, can’t break through
Why do I keep coming back?
Is it that you’re so irresistible?
Don’t wanna be wrong with you,
Wanna be one with you
Can’t belong to you
Wanna mean something to you
Don’t it mean something to you?
You play my mind, waste my time;
Win or lose, I can’t break through
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9. |
My World
03:42
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Stealing the moment, selling my emotions
I trade my heart away; I’ll trade my heart away
and take what I should have saved, for you.
Yeah you
Dueling inside me
Fighting with my fantasy
But you can understand it
Cause you can recognize it
Mould my heart back into something
Let my sun set down upon you.
Cause You are my world
And I will believe in love
No more crying in my loneliness
Fast, before my eyes unfurl
You are my world
Patience fly’s in a frustrated eye,
I like you, but do I love you?
I want you but should I have you?
There’s an ocean of things crashing on my shores
But I couldn't ask you for more
I suppose in this time there was a space
There was a place
For everything that learned
To settle under the sun
Cuz you are my world.
And I will believe in love
No more crying in my loneliness
Fast, before my eyes unfurl.
You are my world
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10. |
I Will Make A Crown
04:05
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I will make a crown
And place it on your head
One that I will sow
From all the tears I’ve shed
For you
I didn’t know you’d want me to
But now, and now I see
I will make a crown
And lay my burdens down
I’ve lived this sacrifice
Can I give up this fight?
Just to lay my burdens down
I will make a thrown
And write your name on it
The king of the world
And right there I’ll sit
With you
I didn’t know you’d want me to
But now, now I see
I will make a crown
And lay my burdens down
I’ve lived this sacrifice
Cannot give up my fight
Just to lay my burdens down
And now I see
I will lift my heart
And place it your hands
And know the love
And feel the peace
That I can’t understand
From You
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11. |
Open My Eyes
03:20
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These are the pleasures, these are the tastes
This is my reason I’m falling from grace
“This is the way”, “As good as it gets”
These are the movies, I haven’t made yet
You open my eyes
My eternity sighs
Every time you cry
These are the tigers that wait in my bed
These are the noises banging in my head
These are the words I speak from my mind
This is the place I cannot leave behind
You open my eyes
My eternity sighs
Every time you cry
No I won’t believe in you
No I can’t receive from you I
Just play it down ‘cause I can’t get around
Feeling so free, feeling for you
Feeling for me.
These are the days, these are the times
These are the feelings, I cannot leave behind
These are the treasures, hidden deep within
This is my life waiting to begin…
You open my eyes
My eternity sighs
Every time you cry
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12. |
I Want To Be Real
05:44
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On this lonely night
I reach my arms out for you
And in these hands
I lift my heart up to you.
All this time I've wasted
All this life I've waited
For the someone to bring love to my soul
I want to be real
I want you to feel
The cry of my heart
For you
I want to receive
All that you have for me
The cry of my heart for you
All this time
I thought that I could fly
All this time
I thought that I could do it on my own
And all this time I’ve wasted
Oh, this life I’ve tasted
And all this life, I’ve tasted
So much time I’ve waited
For the one who brings love to my soul
All this time I’ve waited
Just to see the face
Of the one who'll bring love to my soul
You’re the one who brings love
To my soul
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13. |
Blow Me Up
04:19
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Blow me up, out of proportion,
Blow me up, larger than life
Cash me in; I’ve got enough starvation
To sell my soul for a day in the sun.
In a generation of novelties
The sea of mediocrity deepens, widens
As my days grow shorter, my depression gets longer
Blow me up, out of proportion
Blow me up, larger than life
Cash me in; I’ve got enough starvation
To sell my soul for a day in the sun.
The war of art, the art of war; imitate each other
Quietly, I stay on the fringes
Blow me up, out of proportion
Blow me up, larger than life
Cash me in; I’ve got enough starvation
To sell my soul for a day in the sun
Blow me up, out of proportion
Blow me up, larger than life
Catch me in the garden of salvation
To sell my soul for a day in the sun.
Hoping the “Great Exploiter” cannot find me
Oh the Great Exploiter….don’t…find me
Over the hill at 16, played the last card
An aging hipster in a synthetic warfare
My pulse is a time-code for the
Only synchronicity the only synchronicity
The exhibitionism of youth, the hard-working youth
Keep them in the wheel, keep them in the wheel until the
Undertow takes them to their burn-out.
The Undertow, Take them to their burn out
Blow me up, out of proportion
Blow me up, larger than life
Catch me in the garden of salvation
To sell my soul for a day in the sun
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14. |
On Earth
04:30
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I crash down to the water (to the water)
Washed ashore, cannot even find a way home
1, 2, 3, 4 – Unidentified life-force
gonna get you to move on…
Intergalactic vibes pick me up on a cosmic ride
For a trip, I didn’t ask to take
But now wait…wait…here we go
Touchdown, meltdown,
I’m burning up in your atmosphere
Now I’m stranded here,
I’ve landed here to preach the groove
A new religion
I’m a foreigner; I’ll make you feel alright
Dancing to this inter-planetary vibe
I’ll tell you what its worth,
To give you second birth
You just gotta be a foreigner on earth
I walk down to the water, to the water
Casting my line lookin’ for another rhyme
2, 3, 4, 5 – like another one out of time,
Got to get you to move on
My life; an infinite loop - the track is on repeat
So I get you in the move - shaking to the beat
Clap 2 and 4, 1 and 3 to the floor, drop the fill
You’re on your own now…
Time to take the red pill
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